Only fools hopeThese calm times can be so deceiving the itch disappears and you think maybe...just maybe its gone for good this time you will be better this time you will be strong but then...its back stronger than before this desire that can hardly be contained you don't care where you are or who you're with only that the pain needs to end only that you want it whether or not you give in...it's still failure whether or not you break down it's still a sign that you are not fixed and will never be okay you will never be "normal" you will never be happyOnly fools hope
Weak-end in HellI said I'd never do it again, I said I'd never go back but look at how well that turned out three new gashes, three new lacerations that weren't there the day before too ashamed to get help, to afraid to speak I'm barely functioning, hardly making it through the day Stuck, back in the same old rut, stuck back how it used to beWeak-end in Hell
I did what I said I never would, I became who I hate to be I'm weak, as weak as I ever was and the only one I can tell it to is you This unfeeling piece of plastic and hardwear but please forgive me for all that I've done wrong and please believe me I do
Anywhere but hereI'm stuck in here, no relief in sight nowhere to go to be alone, no where to go to vent my pain I'm freaking out, stuck in a sea of people but utterly alone "Are you okay?" They ask in vain I'm (fucked up and stressed out) fine watching all of these people who think they know me think they understand anywhere but here is where I want to be anywhere but here.Anywhere but here
Been a year
Neutral
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[Anti-drugists] go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years... rrreal fuckin' high on drugs
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[Anti-drugists] go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years... rrreal fuckin' high on drugs
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[Anti-drugists] go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years... rrreal fuckin' high on drugs
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[Anti-drugists] go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years... rrreal fuckin' high on drugs
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[Anti-drugists] go home tonight and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd’s and burn em’. 'Cause you know what? The musicians who’ve made all that great music that’s enhanced your lives throughout the years... rrreal fuckin' high on drugs
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